Today suddenly got a very very 失落 mood appeared since afternoon.
I don't know what is the real reason makes me like that.
Now bad mood still be with me :(
Arr!! Sometimes really hate myself.
Today we meet but didn't talking just like before.
Nothing special or miracle happen on us.
At this moment I know human is a very realism creature.
Start u like a thing but day after day u don't like it so much.
You can throw anything that you don't like as a rubbish so much as a people too.
Are you a people like this?
I got my rights to choose anything that I want but I won't throw it easily.
It's a super hard thing to let me forget one thing or maybe a people.
I don't know whether is you or stressed.
Maybe is your friends tell me something about your happy life.
I feel curious why you can live so happy after a sad things happen on you.
Why you can do it but I can't?
That's the problem I think about everyday? I'm not sure.
Afternoon I opened my cupboard, fell out a doll.
It's fatty Santa Claus.
A birthday present from you.
I remembered that I used to be talk with it everyday before.
But I gradually forget it. So sorry fatty Santa Claus.
Anyway, have your happy time every second. For me too.
By Yee Shian.
